Not sure if you remember the ducklings I wrote about a few months ago.... The sous chef at the ranch bought three to raise and eventually eat. There's been a bear in the area lately, and they were starting to fly. She didn't want them to get lost or eaten by a non-human mammal. So today was slaughter day back behind the staff bunkhouse.
I knew I would be a little traumatized. As an American omnivore, I'm used to pre-cut, de-veined, no-blood-visible, surely-this-never-had-a-head-attached, prepackaged and cellophane wrapped meat. For a few years now I've been wanting to watch something like this - to understand my food choices, especially those involving other animals, in a more personal way. Today was that day.
For ducks, they had a very good life. Living at a ranch, lots of personal attention, plenty of food and space to run around and develop healthy bones and muscles.
I wore blue war paint and watched with 2 coworkers as three of our coworkers chopped off their heads with a machete. Painless. And evidently meat tastes better when the animal is bled right away (aka don't just wring the necks.)
Then I was sent to the kitchen for a large, duck-sized pot and to boil some water. Post rigor mortis they become more difficult to pluck, so dunking the body into hot water makes them pluckable again.
I helped pluck part of the black duck, Thornton. Plucked some from the belly and some from the wings and made a nice bare spot. Tried to have dinner, but I lost my appetite. Especially for chicken and sausage pizza. I'd washed my hands 5 times but still ended up going into the kitchen to wear a latex glove while I ate because I couldn't shake the feeling that they were dirty and covered in down and blood.
This is good. And exactly what I had hoped it might be like. Maybe I won't be eating meat for a while, but I doubt it will be forever. I watched 3 ducks have their heads macheted off and helped pluck one named Dunston, bless his heart. I feel like a more balanced omnivore already.
I knew I would be a little traumatized. As an American omnivore, I'm used to pre-cut, de-veined, no-blood-visible, surely-this-never-had-a-head-attached, prepackaged and cellophane wrapped meat. For a few years now I've been wanting to watch something like this - to understand my food choices, especially those involving other animals, in a more personal way. Today was that day.
For ducks, they had a very good life. Living at a ranch, lots of personal attention, plenty of food and space to run around and develop healthy bones and muscles.
I wore blue war paint and watched with 2 coworkers as three of our coworkers chopped off their heads with a machete. Painless. And evidently meat tastes better when the animal is bled right away (aka don't just wring the necks.)
Then I was sent to the kitchen for a large, duck-sized pot and to boil some water. Post rigor mortis they become more difficult to pluck, so dunking the body into hot water makes them pluckable again.
I helped pluck part of the black duck, Thornton. Plucked some from the belly and some from the wings and made a nice bare spot. Tried to have dinner, but I lost my appetite. Especially for chicken and sausage pizza. I'd washed my hands 5 times but still ended up going into the kitchen to wear a latex glove while I ate because I couldn't shake the feeling that they were dirty and covered in down and blood.
This is good. And exactly what I had hoped it might be like. Maybe I won't be eating meat for a while, but I doubt it will be forever. I watched 3 ducks have their heads macheted off and helped pluck one named Dunston, bless his heart. I feel like a more balanced omnivore already.
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I LOVE this post! I have eaten meat I have killed before. Perhaps you didn't know I was a junior pheasant hunt champ of sorts (not really "champ" but I did attend). I hunted pheasant and gross with my dad quite a lot when I was younger. I didn't have a problem killing the birds or eating the meat later...but cleaning was a little of an issue. My dad stoically insisted that I clean them as well--all part of the process. Anyway, I think you're right to do this and it is important for us to know what goes into those prepackaged, cellophane-wrapped pork chops we so blithely bar-b-cue. ;) Hugs from CA.
xo, V
oops! I accidentally posted from my dad's identity! I'm on HIS computer. Sorry. Don't be confused! This is Viola. :)
Argh! apparently it won't let me change. Anyway, you know who this is now. Sorry
If I could facebook "like" button everything you've written, I would. I'm glad you clarified... since I WAS a little confused about why your dad was so excited about my post :) Didn't know about your pheasant days! Wow I wish you lived closer....
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